I have a sore throat, i am sick! Well i dont feel sick. I have a doctors appointment and no insurance...damn! So I am hoping it is nothing and i will get better soon and that i dont have to buy really expensive medication. Oh well i guess this is what i get. I will post after my appointment on Monday.

ok, so maybe i just am having really bad luck lately. So i couldnt sleep at all last night. I have no idea why, and the hamster was making alot of noise, He isnt even in my room. But anyway, i think i finally fell asleep around 1 or 2. So this morning i wake up at 6, and the hamster is extremely quite...a little too quite, I go to his cage to find it open! It is a big fish tank, i really have no idea how he got out, but the top is pushed back, and alast no hamster. I am thinking my grandma is going to kill me if i can find him before she wakes up. I go upstairs to get a bowl from the kitchen and he is just chilling the the middle of the living room! So after a little bit of running around i caught him....i am beginning to think maybe i am not a hamster person! I will try to post a pic of him soon.

Ok, so this morning was really sucky. I woke up and went to feed my animals and saw that my fish had died. I really dont like dead animals, but i'm a big girl so I was going to deal with it. I went to pick up the glass bowl he was in to bring it to the bathroom, and the bottow breaks out of it. The water, rocks, plant, and dead fish go spilling all over the floor. I was in shock. I just kind of stood there in the water and thought. Ok I hate dead things, and now i have to look all over the floor to find this fish. I took care of it all, but I better have a good day today, because that really sucked!

Ok so the gardening class i taught today went really good. I had alot of fun, and i feel alot better. I was stressing all last week. I put in my two weeks notice at the frame shop, so seven day work week will soon be over...thankfully. But that is about it. I am relaxing tonight... mmm... sleep....

Well. Today is new years eve. I got to work today, yey! (not so much) but I am looking forward to the new year. I am not making any real resolutions, but I am going to try not to let my fears keep me from moving forward in my life.
That is all for now. I have to get ready for work. But i will try to post tomorrow.

p.s. I keep dreaming about my job...but crazy rediculious things :) Oh well, Maybe i am working too much

Today is the last workday for me before christmas, which isnt saying much seeing as how it is christmas eve, but still I get to leave early. So starts the running around to everyones houses. But I hope everyone has a safe holiday. :) Iwill update in a few days

Well it has been a while, but i am back. I finished moving. I am now living with my grandmother. So far things are going ok. I do kind of miss having my own place, but i dont miss bills, so i will adjust. Holiday season at the frame shop is busy. I am enjoying it though. Today i am hoping i can do the rest of my christmas shopping. Soory i have nothing else exciting to say, but hopefully i will be around more often.

Fact of the day:
When a male bee has an orgasm it explodes.

Well, just got finish watching the sox win. My neighbors have finally stop slaming doors, and i am going to sleep good tonight. It has been a good day.

I am convinced that the apartment next to mine is cursed. Everyone who lives there must fight. My last neighboors fought, broke stuff and screamed. The police were called many times. They were evicted and then there was quiteness...mmm...quietness. Then I got new neighboors. Things were going great, but now not so much. All night slaming doors and yelling. I am kind of happy i wont be here much longer.

Well, the past few day have been interesting. I got my first check with over time...mmmm time and a half. That was really nice. I also got my last check from my previous job. So things looked pretty good. So the day before yesterday i was planning to completely do nothing on my day off. I get a call from this company that i am working with to teach art lessons, and they are like. I am so sorry we didnt get in touch with you later, but you have two classes scheduled for tomorrow. I was like alittle paniced to say the least, But I got everything prepaired and it was really great. I think I do want to teach at the university level. So hopefully this will be my modivation to get off my ass and get my school stuff together. Well that is all today i will be resting for the most part.

Bored again. I will probably spend my day off doing nothing. Nothing at all. I guess it could be worse.

bored bored bored...today was not too bad. It was alittle too cold for me though... I can feel winter approaching. I know someone on my friends list will be happy for snow. but i am not ready for it yet. Hopefully tomorrow will be good. I'll get to see my guy and i am planing on eating chicken.I havent had chicken in like 7 years. Hmm. well, that is my update. Hope everyone is well

i just thought of something else that makes me a little sad. I thought i had alot of friends in college but no one ever calls me anymore. I keep calling them but they dont return my phone calls... I wonder if they ever really liked me. Maybe everyone is just busy.

I cant sleep, but it doesnt really matter because i have to get ready for work in a little bit anyway. But i realized i havent posted in ages. So here it goes. I am worried abotu applying to grad school, mainly that i wont get everything together. I am realizing that i am lazy and i dont work very hard most of the time. I just wish that i could be more motivated. Maybe i am not an artist because i dont think about it everyday. I am not even making work right now...that is really bad. I doubt myself and my abilities. Some time i feel like it was a waste of my time to major in art. I feel like i am trying to make myself something that i may not be. I dont feel like i get enough encouragement from people around me, but then i should be the one pushing my self. I make too many excuses to not do what i know i need to do... I just needed to vent. I promise my next entry will not be a pitty party.

Im free! well at least i am free fro the cafe job. They really were crazy. After i told them i was going to quit my boss started telling me how much she hated it there and all this crap about other supervisors. Then my suspervisor started to tell me about people she didnt like and how she was quiting. Yep a really professionl place. But anyway this new place seems ok. The only weird thing to me is that they havent gotten my Social security info yet. I kepp saying...so when do you need this info? Oh yeah...but they never actually take it. And I didnt have an application to fill out so i know they dont have it, but they are taking taxes out of my checks....hopefully they are not shady. But anyways i hope everyone has a good holiday weekend, I will be working, but i am happy about it for a change. :)

SO work is going ok. I will be happy when i can quit the cafe job. Today i work at the cafe from 7am to 2 pm, then i go to the frame shop from 3pm to 7ish. Then i will get home and fall out. But luckly the weekend is coming up. It shouldnt be too bad. Well i am about to finish getting ready.

So i got the frame shop job. I went in today for what i thought was an interview, but actually they had me start working. I kind of will have a trial period of a week to see how it goes before it will be perminant. I will let you all know what happens :) and thanks to all the support

so i have a second interview at the frame shop on saturday at noon. I am really hopping i get this job. I would be really busy for a while because i would have to work two jobs, but after a month or so it could turn into full time...if i get it. I am excited just thinking about working soemwhere new. Here is examples of the slownesss of my supervisors. I got sreamed at...yes actually sreamed at for trying to suggest we organize the storeroom because it was really unorganized and set up really stupid. Second exmple of the day, we have to stock our cafe ourselves either in the morning or evening depending on if you open or close. They tell us to make a list...heres the thing we have so much crap it is hard to remember everything everyday. I will think i stocked everthing and then reazile...oh crap. I forgot something. And beleive me they will go off if you forget something. So i just made a typed form for stock with all the important stuff so i can just make copies and use it everyday. My superviser comes over and asks me. Why are you making all this work for yourself, I told her this really makes thing easier for all the workers...we can all use the form. She just kind of shrugs. And gave me a look like whatever. I wanted to be like bitch you never stock..when she does close she leaves a crap load of stuff for the next person to do, she is lazy!They dont make since. If i am going to get in trouble for trying to make things work better, i cant stay there. But anyway. I have to go to work now.

well, i am not sure if i got the job yet, but it seems promising. I would start as part time and then after a month maybe go to full time. So we will see. Work still sucks, but it is the weekend now and i am having a good time, well that is all. :)